Liquid Pectin or Powdered?

I have made a LOT of Jam this summer.  I have come to notice that several of the recipes I use call for liquid pectin instead of powered pectin.  I am a frugal person and it pains me to have to pay twice as much for the liquid pectin.  So I did some research and have learned that you can use powered pectin in a recipe that calls for liquid pectin, but you have to add the ingredients in a different order.  The two pectin’s are not quite interchangeable, but all of my results have been fabulous.

Here’s a simple rule of thumb: When using powdered pectin for cooked jam, add it to the strained juice or chopped fruit BEFORE heating. Next, bring the mixture to a full rolling boil (a boil that cannot be stirred down). THEN add the sugar. Bring to a boil again and boil for 1 minute.

When using liquid pectin, first combine the chopped fruit (or strained juice) with the sugar and bring the mixture to a full rolling boil; (stir constantly so you won’t scorch the mixture). Then add the liquid pectin, return the mixture to a full rolling boil and boil for 1 minute.

Summer Photo catch-up!

The last three weeks have given me exactly what I wanted.  The nice scheduled school life.  🙂  So in a way it has settled down, but then it is still as busy as ever.  I guess what the difference is,is that we are on a schedule now so it is much easier to manage everything.  Both Garion and Kayla have started soccer and are doing great. They have had two games now and both their teams have won both games.  It has taken Kayla  a while to adjust to her new schedule. Between kindergarten and soccer she has been a little shy and unsure lately.  This is really not a part of her personality that I have seen before.  She struggles to go into her kindergarten class because she doesn’t have any close friends there.  And she has a good time at soccer practice after she spends half the practice attached to my arm telling me that she wants me.  I am not sure how to help her have more confidence, but I am learning to be more patient with her and I am just trying to really encourage her and let her know that I am always going to be here and then reassure her that she is going to make new friends as she learns and participates.  I am not sure she believes me.  Other then her timidity, she is dong really well.  She loves to do her homework and is as helpful as ever around the house.  You know, when I threaten death and torture, she is more then willing to do her chores. 🙂

Garion is doing really well at school and in soccer and in scouts.  As part of the soccer package, the kids got a free ticket to a Salt Lake Real soccer game.  Last night they had a special promotion that all the AYSO kids got to go onto the field with the team and sing the National Anthem before the game.  Kayla decided she didn’t want to go, so Garion and I had a special date to the game.  It was totally fabulous!  It was a lot of confusion when we first got there.  It took us a lot of wandering, standing and asking to get to the right line for the kids to line up.  We found the majority of the kids on his team before we found his coach, who was suppose to take them onto the field.  Parents weren’t allowed.  Once we were all together, we joined the chaos of kids and coaches waiting to enter the field.  I was surprised that it was as unorganized as it was.  There was no lines or meeting places or anything.  It was up to the individuals to arrange their own meeting places with their kids.  I was scared to death that I was going to lose Garion in the crowd after the National Anthem.  We designated a meeting place and I told him that if we got separated anyway, to ask a worker help him find his seat.  He then put his ticket in his sock and I reluctantly left him to the chaos.  It turned out to be really neat.  All the kids entered the field with their coaches, several hundred of them, then Real came out and then the Anthem was sung.  Garion and I found each other right away and had a great time watching the game after that.  We got some greasy food to eat and soda to drink and had a great time talking about soccer and just about any other random thing we could think about.  Garion spent the entire car  ride home talking to my mom on the phone and I was really surprised because I didn’t know he had that kind of communication in him.  🙂  After we got home, we had some ice cream with Jason and then called it a night.  I am totally going to add one on one dates with kids into our calender.  It was soo much fun!

Brynn is the same.  When Kayla started Kindergarten, Brynn would cry the whole way home because she couldn’t stay and go to school with her.  She has stopped those tantrums, thankfully, and now just follows the big kids around trying to be included.  She is a cutie pie!!

Jason has been busy working and camping.  Over Labor Day weekend, he went backpacking with 5 of his guy friends for 3 days.  I tried asking him what they did up there and I kinda wished I hadn’t.  When you start hearing about fart jokes, sphincter scales and other gross guy things, you learn that the curiosity isn’t necessarily worth it.  🙂  I am just glad they had a good time and came home safe.  This is the second year they went, and I am pretty sure it is going to be an annual even from now on.

I have had fun over the last two weeks re-dong my living room.  We got rid of our old couches and got a new one.  We have inherited a bit of new furniture from Jason’s mom and it has turned my living room into the semi-formal retreat I have always wanted it to be.  With a little bit of help from IKEA to fill in the blanks, and the rearranging of our existing accessories, I have a new room.  I LOVE IT!!!

Well, I am going to post a bunch of pictures at the end here.  A bunch from the summer, Finally pictures of Kayla’s birthday cake, soccer games and some photos of the living room.  Enjoy!

Back to school time!

The last 2 weeks have been crazy!!  We have been to 8 doctors appointments (doctor, dentist, eye doctor and urologist), cleaned out our bedroom and put in a new bed set, had a great birthday party for Kayla, started soccer practice, met Garion’s teacher, had Kayla’s kindergarten assessment, School started for Garion, I ran a half marathon,I jammed 51 pints of plum jam from our tiny tree in the back yard (and we aren’t done yet!!), Jason paintballed in Idaho, and Garion had pack meeting for scouts, etc.  I am out of breath just remembering our schedule!!  It seems like the two weeks before school each year get really busy, but this year has been the busiest yet by far.  I am just hoping and praying that this isn’t a trend of increased busyness each year.  If it is, then next year will kill me for sure and I won’t even have Brynn in school yet. 🙂  I am really beginning to understand and appreciate the importance of calendaring.  Without it I would have been lost.  Because of this new appreciation, I have added a new phone to my Christmas list. 🙂  A smart phone so that I can have my calendar and address book with me at all times.  And, probably most importantly, a calendar that I can add to when I am out and about.  I do almost all of my phone calls while I am in the car and almost all of my appointments are made when I am NOT at home.  Anyway, I am very excited for life to settle down into the school routine and get back to normal.

Well, normal for this year anyway.  It will be quite different because Kayla is starting kindergarten!!  As I mentioned above, she turned 5 this last week and we had an awesome birthday party for her.  It was a princess Barbie themed party complete with a barbie cake that I made with a real barbie doll.  (I will post pictures later this afternoon.)  We started with a craft of making necklaces and bracelets and headbands.  This was really fun, but a little too advanced for 5 year olds.  All 9 of them needed help at the same time.  In spite of it all though, they came out with several very cute pieces of jewelry.  We then moved to the pinata which was a unicorn.   This didn’t turn out exactly how I had it planned either because it broke open on the second person to hit it.  Nice hit Allison!!  Luckily, the plethora of candy that then became available dispelled any complaints from the girls that didn’t get a chance to take a swing at it.  🙂  Next came Kayla’s favorite part.  The presents.  She got every thing from jewelry, to makeup , to a gumball machine, to stickers with her name on them and a personalized notepad.  She was very excited!  She is still trying to carry everything around with her that she can all the time.  I can understand, sometimes it is hard decide what to play with!  So why not play with it all at the same time. 🙂  Last, we did the cake.  This was hard for me.  I had a little bit of drama making the cake, so it was hard to cut into it.  But that is the point and to my delight, it tasted very good!  It was my first time making and decorating with homemade butter cream frosting.  It was excellent, if I do say so myself. One last note on Kayla.  She started soccer practice this week.  She has 2 more practices next week and then her first game on Saturday the 29th.  She is on a team with only 3 other kids, all girls.  She is the only one without previous experience, but I Think she is going to really enjoy it.  We are going to spend some time this week as a family playing so that she can get a little more practice before her next practice.

Garion started third grade on Thursday.  This is the first year that we have had to supply supplies for him for class.  Not much, just a binder a dry erase marker, and pencil box.  He was very excited to go to the store and pick out his stuff for class.  As I am sure you all know, there is a TON of stuff for the kids to choose from.  It gets hard to explain over and over again why he doesn’t need the $20 camo binder with fifty pockets, a ruler, pencil case and built in flashlight for third grade and only the $.97 one. 🙂  But in the end, we found some great stuff and off he went.  He is riding his bike this year again, only this year he is riding with his friend Tyler who has started 1st grade.  I am much relieved that he has a riding buddy for the year.  His teacher is Mrs. Jackson, who happens to be the wife of his football coach from last year.  It is a small world!  🙂  His first day of school went well.  He likes his teacher, his best school friend, Joshua Callahan, is in his class and he eats lunch before he plays this year instead of the other way around  (like it was last year, which I didn’t know.)  Garion is also starting soccer, but his practices start this week.  His first game is also on the 29th.  Luckily enough for me, both games are at the same time at the same place on boardering fields.  So I can stand in the middle and cheer both of them on.  Hopefully!  Garion has been working hard in scouts.  In the last 2 weeks he has passed off a wolf requirement and earned his compass and map beltloops.  Good job Garion!

Brynn has been doing a good job being happy as we drag her all over the place with us.  She is turning into the epitome of a 2 year old.  She tells everyone that she can that she is 2, she loves to giver her opinion and pretend that Kayla’s new things belong to her, and she loves to talk to me.  Beware to those who don’t answer her on her first calling of your name.  The second and third time calling turns into screaming and it is almost as cute as it is annoying.  Almost.  Brynn has had a growth spurt over the summer and is now wearing 2T and sometimes 3T.  She has also grown in her vocabulary.  She is talking in complete sentences most of the time and her articulation is becoming very good.  I was a little worried that she would be bored once Kayla starts school, but the more I Think about it, the more I am SURE she will be happy to have some solo mom time!

Jason has been crazy at work.  I guess this time of year just has stress written all over it whether it is at school or work.  To make matters worse, he has been battling a sinus infection.  He finally went to the doctor and got on an antibiotic so he is feeling much better.  He left almost as early as I did Saturday morning to drive up to Idaho for the day to paintball.  I was glad he was able to go since he hasn’t had a chance almost all summer.  He had a great time, despite the heat and came home with some nice welts on his back to show off. 🙂  Jason has been busy this summer getting some major yard work done.  We are expanding our BBQ pit so that it doesn’t block the gate to our neighbors house, and we are trying as always to grow a garden.  There is a definite learning curve here.  Jason is more knowledgeable than myself and because of this, he does the majority of the work out there.  He has also been busy helping me get the house organized.  As I mentioned above we got a new bedroom set that we inherited from his mom and so to get it in the room, we had to organize and clean out the old set.  We are also in the process of organizing the basement to move in a new desk and the garage as we clean out all the baby stuff.  For some reason (probably because we have been gone traveling for most of the last 2 months), most of this organization has had to happen in the last two weeks.  I have no idea what I would do without him.  Thanks for putting up with me and my craziness honey!

As for myself, I have been going crazy trying to keep up with everything.  I have discovered about myself that I do not do well under pressure.  When I get tired, I fall to pieces.  Hence the importance of calendering.  If I am organized in time, I am happy while I work.  Yesterday, I ran the Hobble creek half marathon with my best friend Michelle and it was totally fun!  There really isn’t a greater feeling than crossing the finish line 20 minutes faster then you thought you would and knowing that you gave it your all and the months and months of training have paid off beautifully!  It is quite an emotional experience.  My sister in law Heather ran it as well and did a great job coming in at 2hours 6 minutes.  Michelle and I came in at 2 hours and 32 minutes.  🙂  Now that the race is over and school is underway, I am on a quest to finish the processing of all our plums, and then move on to our apples.  I am pretty sure the rhubarb needs to be harvested as well as some peppers, garlic, and onions.  Another personal revelation that I have had this summer is that I really don’t like to garden.  It is hot and their are spiders and I usually am really behind on my house work, which goes even more to pot when I have to work in the yard.  Then all the produce becomes ripe right around the time school is starting and it is one more big and time consuming project to harvest it all and then preserve it.  So, I don’t like to garden.  But I would be lying if I didn’t say that I love to look at all the pretty jars of preserved food on our shelves and see the rewards of our labors.  It is satisfying!

Letter to Obama and State Representatives

I received this letter in my email and I was so impressed by it that I wanted to post it in the hopes that it will inspire others, as it has done for myself, to write to our representatives in our State and in Washington and tell them how we feel.  Also, that we are going to do everything in our ability, no matter how limited that ability is, to stop them from changing our country into a third rate country where we have lost our rights and freedoms.  We have the right, given to us by our founding fathers, to stop the government if they put our country at risk.  I say our country is at risk like it has never been before!  It is in danger of being torn apart from the inside out.  I will be writing my representatives.  Please do the same!

“The following letter was written by John Cyrocki, formerly of the
Orlando, Florida temple presidency. He gave me permission to post it
here for all of you to read. He considers
it public domain so share it all you want. ”

5400 Lake Street
Tangerine, Florida
July 10, 2009

President Barack H. Obama
1600 Pennsylvania Avenue NW
Washington, DC

Senator Bill Nelson
716 Hart Senate Office Bldg.
Washington, D.C.

Congressman Alan Grayson
1605 Longworth HOB
Washington, DC

Governor Charlie Crist
Office of the Governor
PL-05 The Capitol
Tallahassee, Florida


I take this unusual step of addressing this letter to each of my
elected officials. I do so because I hold all four of you as being
derelict in your duties and responsibilities and because you have each
violated your Oath of Office.

Charge One: President Obama, you are either knowingly or because of
your ineptness, initiating major initiatives that are adversely
impacting all segments of our once free society and in the process you
are destroying our nation. Your actions could be attributed to your
lack of experience in not having had any prior management or operating
experience in any significant , free market business. The worse case
scenario is that you know exactly what your objectives are. Sir, your
actions thus far clearly indicate that you intend to transform this
nation into a centrally controlled Socialist state. Regardless of the
reasons, the results of your actions are unacceptable to me and I
would hope to a majority of Americans when they finally awaken to what
is happening to their country. During your campaign, you rallied the
gullible to your promises of change and transparency. You have
certainly kept your promise of change. However, little did your
adulating followers realize that the change you had in mind would
result in a loss of freedom and enslavement. I also credit you with
living up to your promise of transparency. Your objectives have been
clear to those who have eyes to see, ears to hear and a brain to
rationally think with.

President, as of this date, you have appointed 34 CZARS to oversea
most every conceivable aspect of Business, Industry, Finance, Health,
Education, Defense, Energy, Global Warming and a host of Social
aspects of our society. You have taken this action unilaterally
without approval or consent of either House of the Congress. I deem
this action to be in direct violation of Article II Section 2 of the

The horrendous financial burden you have placed upon this nation
resulting from your Stimulus Bill, your Budget Bill, and your request
for a Cap and Trade Bill and for a Universal Government Controlled
Health Program may well deliver a crippling blow to this nation from
which it may not recover and may well consign it to become a third
rate nation.

Your personal involvement and that of members of your staff in the
coercive threats and actions related to the Federal government
takeover of GMAC , the firing of their CEO, assigning 61% of corporate
stock to the Federal Government, and giving 17% of the stock to the
Unions are all actions that I consider to be in direct violation of
the 10th amendment to the Constitution.
I consider the Federal Government involvement in other similar actions
with Financial and Insurance institutions to be onerous actions that
are also in violation of the 10th amendment.
Charge Two: Senators Nelson, and Congressman Grayson I charge you each
with dereliction of duty and with gross irresponsibility.
· You have signed the Administration’s Stimulus bill and the 2010
Budget Bill without having read the bills nor have you provided the
means of paying for these bills. And Congressman Grayson, again
without having read the Cap and Trade Bill. You signed it without
knowing the adverse impact that the bill will have on the public. Nor
were you or others who signed the bill aware of the ultimate cost nor
did you provide a source of funding for the bill. The Cap and Trade
Bill is nothing more than a bill that will levy another layer of
poorly cloaked Tax imposed upon every American. It will also result in
a massive net loss of jobs and will tend to drive industry out of our
country to fiscally more hospitable environments. Sir, I consider your
actions reckless and irresponsible. How else could such actions be
described. You are not worthy of being a representative of the
citizens in your district.
· Senator Nelson, I assume that following your previous voting record,
you will also support the Cap and Trade Bill when it comes to the
floor of the Senate. If you do so, I then say pox on your political

Note: The Congressional Budget Office has estimated that we will be
paying One hundred million dollars per day on the interest on the
current stimulus bill. Where will this money come from?

President Obama is “hell bent” on establishing a universal government
controlled Health Care system. Once again the cost estimates as high
as 1.6 trillion dollars will be added to the deficit. When we include
the interest to be paid on the outstanding debt resulting from the
Health bill added to the Stimulus Bills and the 2010 Budget we will be
faced with a debt burden of over 14 trillion dollars on future
QUESTION : Gentlemen, let me ask a basic question . How do you plan to
pay for this??? You can tax every citizen and every b business
enterprise 100% and you cannot generate enough money to pay for the
deficit. The result will be to shut down our industry and have total
unemployment. Your other option is to attempt to sell US Bonds. What
country has the ability and the naivety to purchased US Bonds that
will have minimal potential of ever being redeemed. The last option is
to do what all other Socialist nations have resorted to, and that is
to have the Federal Reserve to start the presses and begin to flood
the market place with false (fiat) money. This will result in a hyper
inflation or a crippling pseudo tax on every American for every
product or service that they purchases or use. The government will
conveniently shift the blame from themselves (the culprits) to the
falsely accused greedy Farmers, Manufactures , Distributors, Oil
Refineries and Retail Outlets for their alleged greedy price gouging.
This is a typical government tactic which we’ve already seen deployed
in this Administration.


Fact : Global warming is not factually supported. There is as much or
more evidence to support that we are currently experiencing global
cooling. The city of Chicago has just reported that in the second week
in July 2009, they recorded the coldest day that they have experienced
in 118 years.

Question: : If we want to become energy independent why are we not
developing the estimated 2,000 Trillion cubic feet of natural gas
reserves that this nation has and could supply our national energy
requirements for the next 100 years? Why are we not drilling for the
oil reserves that we have in ANWR Alaska and in our off shore reserves
instead of continuing to purchase oil from the Mid East at prices
indiscriminately determined by OPEC? Why are we not building more
refineries? Why are we not building more clean and safe Nuclear
powered electrical generating plants? Why are we not encouraging more
research into developing methods of using the vast coal resources that
this country has? Instead, the President has bluntly stated that he
intends to drive the coal related industries out of business by
severely taxing their production. Those who have taken a Freshman
College course in Logic 101 would have to conclude that the evidence
of why we have not undertaken these steps to become energy self
SUFFICIENT!! As absurd as this may sound, what other logical
conclusions could one reach with the overwhelming evidence, except for
possible sheer stupidity ? There has certainly been no lack of mental
deficiency exhibited by many of our elected officials, both present
and past and from both major parties.

Question: One of the preeminent responsibility of the President and
members of Congress is to protect this country and it’s citizens. Why
are we not protecting this nation by closing our borders to illegal’s
who freely enter at will? Again , based upon the action or lack
thereof we must conclude that our elected officials have no desire to
protect us from those who might be determined to take destructive
actions against the citizenry of this country!

Question: Why are we plunging this nation into a debt that will be
impossible to pay and that will plunge us into becoming a third rate

Question: Can any one of you point to the specific clause in the
Constitution that provides the Federal Government with the authority

· Provide loans to Auto manufactures, Banks, Insurance companies etc?
· Commandeer 61% of the stock of General Motors which should now be
called Federal Motors Corporation.?
· Fire a CEO of a private sector of Industry?
· To coerce a major bank to merge with another financial institution.?
· To establish a Government controlled Health care system.?
· To control and dictate the quality and type of medical care a
citizen will have access to?
· To control most all aspects of the Public School systems at the State level ?
· Etc. Etc. Etc!!!!!.

Note: If the Constitution does not specifically give the Federal
Government this authority then does not the 10th amendment to the
Constitution prohibit the government from indulging in this activity?
The answer is obvious !.

Note: Can any of you four gentlemen identify any nation that has
adopted a full blown government controlled Health program that has
provided a better health care system than we’ve had in this country?
Why do the Canadians and the Europeans often come to our country for
major health care if their health care systems are being heralded as
examples that we should hope to emulate?

If Governor Charlie Crist is successful in his bid for the Senate seat
that will be vacated by the departure of Senator Martinez, he will
easily integrate into the group of current members of the Congress.

I have written 3 letters to Governor Crist asking him to meet with the
State Legislators of Florida and ask them to prepare a Bill for his
signature that will place the Federal government on notice that the
State of Florida is declaring it’s sovereignty from the Federal
government in each of the many instances where the Federal Government
is in violation of the restrictions imposed upon it by the 10th
amendment to the Constitution. I’ve received a series of bureaucratic
“mumbo jumbo replies: rather than a simple response of yes I will or
no I will not. The governor has recommended that I contact my elected
Congressional representatives on this matter. How ludicrous, since
they happen to be the very culprits who are aiding and abetting the
President in carrying out these destructive programs. The Governor’s
office obviously does not understand the Governor’s role and his
responsibility in those instances when the Federal government
blatantly and repeatedly violates State’s Rights. Consequently,
Governor Crist is also derelict in his duty in protecting the
interests of the citizens of Florida

Note: There appears to be some similarity between President Obama’s
initiatives and the life of Michael Jackson. Michael Jackson was
surrounded by scores of consultants, doctors, attorneys and advisors
all of whom obviously did not have the courage to tell Michael Jackson
the truth. Consequently his life became a degenerative whirlpool of
weird and destructive activities that eventually resulted in his
untimely death. Are there no men or women of conscience in Congress
who will stand up and pointedly give the President sound council? It
took the innocent objectivity
of a child to say “Look the Emperor has no clothes” !


1. If either one of the four of you worked for me as an employee
during my career and performed with the same degree of irresponsible
and destructive incompetence as reflected in your current positions, I
would have summarily fired you and I would have canvassed the streets
for your replacements.

2. It appears that the citizens of the United States have no recourse
left except to initiate the legal option provided in the Declaration
of Independence wherein it refers to the unalienable rights of Life,
Liberty and the Pursuit of Happiness and it states: That whenever any
Form of Government becomes destructive of these ends, it is the Right
of the People to alter or to abolish it, and to institute new
Government, laying its foundation on such principles and organizing
its powers in such form, as to them shall seem most likely to effect
their Safety and Happiness.


I am an 80 year old man who is a first generation American born
citizen who’s parents entered this country legally. They taught me the
principles associated with the work ethic, self reliance, personal
freedom and respect and love for God, Family and Country I was taught
that I had the Right to Pursue Happiness. They taught me that my
future depended upon the choices I made and the effort that I put
forth in carrying out the correct choices I made. I served my country
as a USAF pilot having flown 43 combat missions during the Korean War.
I then flew the six engine jet B-47 Bomber as a rated Pilot,
Navigator, Radar Operator and Bombardier in the Strategic Air Command.

I’ve had a successful career in both Industry and in Government. I’ve
also been successful in establishing and operating a private sector
business activity.

During the course of my career, I’ve travelled through 32 different
countries and lived for an extended period of time in two of those
countries. I’ve represented United Statesat major International
Meetings ( ICAO) and I’ve provided foreign governments with technical
advice in matters concerning Aviation Safety . I initiated and
operated the largest and longest sustained Civil Airlift Operations
into SE Asia during the Vietnam War in support of Department of
Defense logistical requirements..

My wife and I have been involved in encouraging and supporting morally
based candidates for public office during the last 50 years.

Shame, Shame. Shame on you four men who have chosen to become serf
serving politicians instead of Statesmen.
I shall continue to do all that I can within my limited sphere of
influence to replace you and other irresponsible and corrupt
politicians who currently occupy cherished elected positions in State
and Federal Government.

With deep sadness, and frustration which all too frequently now
borders on suppressed anger for my concerns over the future of my

John M. Cyrocki
cc: email copies to 200 of my concerned colleagues across the country

Poop Panic!!

I can barely see while I am writing this since my eyes are still recovering from PRK. But I couldn’t let the opportunity go by to tell everyone about our little experience this morning. Jason has been taking the kids to Jeremy and Heathers house for the last few days so that I can lay in bed all day with my eyes closed and ice packs on (Thanks Heather!). Except on Tuesday when they played at my friend Michelle’s house. (Thanks Michelle!)

This morning I was trying to help the kids get dressed and the girls to get their hair done so they could leave on time with Jaosn. Brynn is 2 years old right now and ready to potty train. I have been waiting, however, for a time that was convienient to me to train her. A time when we will be home for a week or two with out many places to go. Well, I don’t think I can put it off much longer. Brynn wanted to sit on her potty and “go potty” just like Kayla this morning. When they were finished I had this brilliant idea to just fix their hair while we were already in the bathroom. Even though Brynn didn’t have a diaper on. I did Brynn first, rather quickly. Then it was Kayla’s turn. She wanted pig tails. Slightly more time consuming, but still easy when she holds still. Just as I was putting the last loop on her second pig tail, I hear Brynn start to scream. It started out as a normal I am unhappy scream. This can relate to anything in life that makes Brynn unhappy. Which is usually anything that doesn’t give her what she wants. I wasn’t too concerened. However, in a matter of seconds her scream went from “I am unhappy” to “Somebody save me I am DYING!!” screaming. Needless to say I was very concerned, so I abandoned Kayla’s hair and ran into the bedroom to see what crazy monster Brynn was fighting for her life. Really I excepted to se her hanging from the bunkbed about to fall or something. I almost laughed out loud at the scene presented to me.

Brynn was standing in the middle of three little piles of poop with some on her hand and all over her feet. This was Brynn’s first experience pooping without a diaper on. It scared her to death!! She was completely panicking trying to step away from it, but everytime she tried to walk away she would step in it. Making her panic more. IIt was really quite funny, if you can just not think about the grossness of it all. 🙂 Especially because Brynn has a small case of OCD when it comes to being dirty. She HATES it. It is most apparent at meal times when she stops eating and refuses to contiue until you wipe off her hands and clothes or bib or whatever it is on her person that is dirty. I am not sure if she is this way at other peoples houses when I am not there. But at home, she is very picky about it. So try to imagine if you will a bare butt naked little Brynn standing in poop trying to figure out what is happening to her while screaming at the top of her lungs and trying to run away but can’t because she has poop on her feet and can’t walk.

If I had had the presence of mind to make her stand there in it while I got my camera, I would have taken a picture. But that would have been cruel anyway. I will just have to try to keep my camera more handy so it can be used in emergencies next time.

I have been putting off potty training for several months now. I guess my time is up. Once we cross the poop line, it has to be done. Oh joy!! But the upside is that we won’t have to pay for diapers anymore!

Divine Guidance

Just a small thought for the day.
Often lately I have felt as if I was drifting and though my circumstances in life are good at this time, I have found it hard to know what to do with what has been given to me. My church has recently started a program to help the sisters read the scriptures and get more out of it. The women in charge give a quote and then we (the sisters) either take that quote or go in our own direction and write down a topic and our goals for that topic for the week or month. The quote they gave this week was “Divine guidance and inspiration are promised to those who “feast upon the words of Christ.”
~2 Nephi 32:3
I decided to study Divine Guidance in the hopes that I can receive direction from the Lord about what to do with what I have been given.
These are the scriptures that I came across before my eyes went kaput. (I had PRK eye surgery yesterday and lots of reading is not in my best interest at the moment. :))
2 Peter 1:3-4 “According as his Divine power hath given unto us all things that pertain unto life and godliness through the knowledge of him that hath called us to glory and virtue:
Whereby are given unto us exceeding great and precious promises: that by these ye might be partakers of the divine nature, having escaped the corruption that is in the world though lust.”
Doctrine and Covenants 93:28 “He that keepeth his commandments receiveth truth and light, until he is glorified in truth and knoweth all things.”
We have been promised knowledge if we seek for it diligently and righteously. Not just any knowledge but knowledge of all things. His divine power is there and Heavenly Father is ready and willing to give it to us. Am I ready to take it? I am trying to be.

In Loving Memory of Laurene Williams Hall


On Monday, May 25th, 2009 Laurene Williams Hall died of natural causes.  This weekend, on Saturday June 20th, she was laid to rest in the Ammon Cemetery in Ammon, Idaho. She is survived by her three children and their families, Jonna Lhyn, Jeremy Lee and Jason Lyle Hall; and her two brothers, Duane and Ron Williams, and their families.

I am honored and pleased to have known Lauri for 10 and a half years.  She was a wonderful woman full of wit and humor and selfless love for her family.  Her greatest joys were in spending time with her family and serving others.  Lauri was very intelligent and a wealth of knowledge that she shared freely.  I learned more about sewing, gardening and family history from Lauri than I have from any other person!  Not to mention current events.  Lauri read the newspaper from front to back everyday.  I was always amazed at how Lauri was able to remember the smallest details about my interests and the interests of those that she came in contact with.  Whenever we were together, she would constantly ask about me and my activities and then at seemingly random times she would remind me of a conversation we had had days or weeks before and ask how that particular project was going.  I was usually really hard pressed to get Lauri to talk about herself.  But when I could, she would tell me all the stories she could remember about her time as  a child and Jim (her husband) and of course, about her children.  I will never forget the smile she would get when given the chance to reminisce about the past.

I know that the last couple years of her life were difficult for her and she was not very happy with her circumstances.  But through all the trials she was able to keep her head up and doggedly push through the tough times.  She would always say to me and anyone else who tried to help her that she “didn’t want to be a burden.”  Well, Lauri, I hope you know now how much you were NOT a burden to me and how much I love you!  Serving Lauri has given me a new perspective on life.  The love that is given and gained in service is unlike any other kind of love in the world.  It is deep, and full of understanding and tender admiration for the strength of spirit of those we succor.  Lauri has taught me that life is not complete without this kind of love.

I return from this weekend with a spirit that is lightened and grateful for Lauri’s presence in my life.  I find myself with a feeling of emptiness each day as the time comes and goes without having spoken to Lauri.  She has been such a constant in my life since Jason and I married that it is very strange to not have her here anymore.  Neither Jason or I are very teary people, but the tears seem to come unbidden and at random times lately.  My poor husband, has lost his mother in addition to his father now, at a very early age and I marvel at his courage and faith through this hard time.  The services were wonderful.  There was a time at the end for family and friends to get up and share their thoughts and memories of Lauri and her life.  I loved this!  Between the memories that were shared and the things we have found in her house after her passing, I have come to know Lauri in an even newer light and I cannot wait to see her again so that we can talk and laugh together unhindered by the problems of this world.  I know she is healthy and happy now being back with her beloved husband and though I will miss her dearly, I am glad that she has finally found peace.

See you soon Lauri!

Though the weekend brought us together under sad circumstances, it was really great to see family we haven’t seen in a long time!  Years in some cases!  We arrived in Idaho Falls Friday evening and went right to Ron’s shop so that Ron and Jason could make the urn.  Ron made Lauri’s Urn out of stainless steel and did a great job!  While they were working on that, I took the kids to a nearby park and we played for about an hour.  It was a great park that had everything from a huge sand box to musical instruments to swings and a gigantic play set.  The kids had a ball.  By the end though, Mom was sure ready to go to the hotel!  We picked up Jason from Ron’s shop and went to the hotel were we met up with Jeremy and Heather and Granny Deanie.  Dinner was from Cafe Rio and after we ate, the kids and Jeremy and Jason swam.  Heather (luckily :)) forgot her Sunday clothes, so she just had to go shopping!  She let me tag along with her and we had a fabulous night at Kohls and Target.   The kids were going to sleep when we got back so Jason and Jeremy and I sat in the lobby and talked until late.  It was fun!

Saturday was a nice sunny day in the morning and after breakfast we all headed over to the cemetery.  The flowers were delivered and the chairs were set up and at just after 11am the services started.  It got steadily cooler as the services went on, but luckily it stayed dry until we were getting in the cars at the end.  Perfect timing!  After the services, we all headed over to Smitty’s, the traditional family gathering place, for a brunch.  The food was excellent and the conversation was even better.  After Smitty’s we took the kids swimming for a while and Jonna and Eric joined us.  We all swam, played, dunked, and tossed each other for about an hour and a half.  I think Jeremy and Jason are still bleeding from the girls long fingernails. 🙂  As for me, I got so cold at the services and in Smitty’s that the warm spa water was heavenly and I had a hard time leaving it to play!

After swimming, Jeremy and Jason headed over to Duane’s for some more family talk time, and Heather and I stayed at the hotel with the kids so they could all talk in peace.  We ordered a pizza and watched a movie and then went to bed!  Sunday we got up and dressed early so that we could go to church with Duane.  With everything happening this weekend, I forgot it was Father’s day until they announced it.  Don’t worry, I told Jason we would celebrate next weekend under better circumstances. 🙂  The speakers were excellent and the kids were quite for the most part. It probably seemed that way to me because Jason spent half the meeting in the hallway with Brynn.  What  a good daddy!  After church we checked out of the hotel and then went for a walk around Idaho Falls and took some fun pictures.  Thanks for the photography tutorial and letting me borrow your lens Jeremy!  I totally need to get me one of those! 🙂  The last thing we did was meet a Duane’s again for some lunch before we headed out to come home.

All in all the weekend was good and I am so grateful that we were able to spend so much time with our family!  The drive home was pleasant, I read while Jason drove.  He came home and crashed, can’t say that I blame him!